:(

how do they days change so much? things on sunday seemed so good and positive and i was turning stuff around. now today they feel like shit.
first things first-i did not get pre-approved for a mortgage.
because of this i feel a little defeated.
i have been forced to ask my parents to co-sign.
i dont like asking for help.
again, i feel defeated.

since i found that out, i feel like it's just been a domino effect of bullshit that i cannot deal with and i'm stressing like crazy.